ah gao


My goodness! one whole week of torture is GONEEEE like the winddddd.. :D haha! okay anyway i think i will just faint or die during feb next year.. okay.. ya i am stupid.. the papers are tough to me.. even those that many say are easy.. zzz.. I always emo all the way home as I take the bus alone.. since I take the exams in the classroom.. then I will look at my toy dog and talk to her when i am home.. as if she understood what I am complaining about.. but o wellll since she is manufactured in such a way that she has got no mouth.. she cannot complain.. haha..

okay.. I shall slack today! :) jiayoujiayou!

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A Levels


Wenxin 加油加油 its gonna be over soon :)

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Burn out?


C'mon wenxin, pull yourself together please. Hello?! its like how many more days to A levels?! SIX.. can u please start work again. What is wrong with u?! where's all the drive?! please dont tell me u are burn out. I will strangle u!!!!!! stupid wenxin. I so angry with u.

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Jar


I wish i can store all my JC memories into a big jar and open it up ten years from now and look back at my college life. I will miss every single one of my friends. yes. PBX forever. Fronds.. neiyi.. fern.. thiathia.. peng.. peter.. ali baba.. JAC JAC.. etc....

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MJC farewell



yes.. thats ronald aka frond in the middle, peter at the left and the bear on the right.. yes.. as u can see i am so short..


Yupp.. it was the last day of official school and we will now have to swim on our own in the deep blue ocean as quoted..

we had F.A.T. (Fabulous Attractive Teachers) singing for us which was quite cute because they wore black sunglasses which made them look like blind ppl haha.. and chem department sang for us.. haha that was expected.. :) then econs department Mr Lin is the actor lehh! haha! although i think he should be feeling very awkward taking the toy from the cupboard in slow moooo and stopping to star at the toy for a long time before the next scene comes.. :P ohh! math department also prepared a video for us.. they used the "nobody nobody" song and changed the lyrics.. haha! it was cute and the lyrics are... meaningful and funny! :D

ooh!!! MR cheong treat us to eat PIZZAAAA!! rite pizza.. he ordered a 30 dollar plus worth of chicken wing which we finish it in the fastest time! haha! and he also sponsored cynthia's cake! :) wonder if he paid ostrich yet haha!

okay photos up! :) finally

I will miss every single one of them.. including 107 and the teachers.. :)

i shall continue upload another day.. i got too many photos.. haha





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Chemistry


I told myself thousands of times to let go if u fail to meet my expectations again
I told myself to not be too hopeful everytime you come to me

I used to tell myself I would not give up on you
I used to tell myself it is just the wrong moves that I made in the process
I used to think that you are conquerable if I work towards you

but you

failed to show me how I can go on
failed to make me instil my trust in you
failed to make me achieve what I want to achieve

even if it is just one small wish

you
don't want me to reach you
don't want me to feel you
don't want me to even smell you

Chem!
YOU ARE SO FARAWAY!
I really want to hate you
I really want to give up on you

I think its just me

I
never liked to give up
never liked to be beaten
never liked to hate something I am not good at

CHEM!
can you tell me what is wrong with you
or me
so I can tame you before I reach the As

chem!
you are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO irritating
but I don't hate you
for I am left with no choice.

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发福咯


HAHA! went to Bugis today instead of Orchard omg.. cos I dont think i can even afford anything there.. and even though I spent such a long time walking there and finding stuffs to buy nothing caught my eyeballs.. haha.. and I said that if i didnt manage to buy anything by the end of the day I will go back to the first shop we went to (selling flats) to buy flats haha! (2 for $25) haha.. oh yes so i bought 2 flats.. to be shared with sissy.. :D (aka sister)muahaa! its good to have a sissy with the same height as u cos u can share stuffs.. okay.. shoes.. :D same height doesnt mean same size haha~ okok.. I am 发福ing now.. zzz...

okay the main aim of today's post is not about my shoes.... its about my 发福ness..... argh! was looking through my facebook photos and I realised I had been deluding myself! omgggg...I didnt realise i didnt have such flat and big pancake like face last yr! I tot I started getting fat last year!! zzz.. okay great so now is my own problem.. I got fat.. I ate too much omg! haha!

after much thought I came to a conclusion.. its not about my diet.. I have always been a heavy eater! ok is this the correct phrase.. but u know what i mean dont u.. zz... so it means not fencing for.. ok letme count.. oh btw in case u all dunno i only trained once for the competitions after the interschool 2009.. which means.. FSI team event and one of the national comp aft that.. ok.. the point is I stopped since issit March? or April.. okay take it as April.. zz.. so i stopped for.. ard half a year!!!!! my fats came back~ it came back.. ok actually I was never this fat.. haha~ and i realised everyone is trying very hard to lose weight for prom.. and I dont think I can lose anything by dieting or smth.. okay.. i tried to eat less of choc and sweets and snacks.. but it didnt really help... zzzz... so it means i had to exercise! EXERCISE! FENCE! yes thats what I need! before prom! HAHA.. okay.. doesnt have to be fencing.. i didnt fence to lose weight.. everyone has their own passion.. okay i will stop being mushy here and tell my blade how much I love it again muack muack haha.. OOH! it got so rusty omg!!!!!! i had to keep it in my fencing bag and seal it up! haha.. ok.. random remark..

okay.. so I shall have to start exercising and eat MODERATELY.. yes.. moderate.. haha.. exercise.. RUN! I am so near the park yet i dont run?! FERN AND THIA THIA when u all go for run or wants to go call me!! but take a bus here instead of running here haha! we live at two different ends of PR! haha! OKAY?! :D

okay.. thats all.. miss fat face is gg off to slack somemore! :D

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